W-h-y? :\

Darn it. I've gained weight, zzz. Depressed like a frog. SO MUCH work to do. Grrr. The work nowadays are never ending. You'll NEVER able to complete them. I feel like I just can't cope. 

'Trying hard to stay happy, not to get angry nor sad'

Sweetheart, where are you? You're showing up online. But you've been idle for so long. Uhh. Anyways, I really miss Mimi. Ya know, I'm hating my life, oh so much. Life's having a grudge against me and I don't even know whyy.. What a terrible life man. I wish I could just wake up from this horrible dream. Life is like a Vacuum Cleaner. It sucks. Upon My World! I feel like I'm stuck in this situation! Yeah I wanna move to a different world. Pleasee..

Speaking my thoughts.

I look like a misguided ghost.. Yes I know that. *Tumblr mood.

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A few times I've sat down to write something about him, but it has been hard to start. So yeah, I'm switching to the next topic.

Lately there're lots of people asking me "Are you on a diet?" They noticed I haven't eat for days. Mmhmm.

I think a lot..

I'm a thinker, Thoughts swirl around in my head like a fruit being mixed together in a blender. I don't like to speak much, because learning new things is more interesting. So this week I've been throwing words out randomly like ....

Signing off,
Dina.

Life & Lies.

Today, I skipped school. Woke up late and did some craps on the laptop. I haven't study for months. Pretty much down lately. I've fallen so far behind. I was left out. As matter of fact, I can't seem to find the time to do my revisions for the upcoming tests. I'm so outta mood, I lose my appetite and everything. Talk about life. Life is full of lies. Why do people lie? What are they hiding? What is holding them back from saying the truth? What do they really win from lying so much? I really don't understand why people lie so much. Don't get me wrong I used to lie to, but I realize I was hurting myself and also those people I would lie too. Everyone has said a little white lie but then you have to come up with another lie to cover up that white lies. Its a never ending lie. I used to lie but I stopped. Those people you hurt won't trust you again. I hate when close friends or family lie to me specially when they hurt your close ones.

Sincerely, Dina.