I'm just stupid

Yellow (: First let me say, Happy 8th of July. Hihi. I've been doings lots of napping, texting, eating, hanging around and stuffs. No study. Just wanted to say, I really need a new t-shirts. I love shopping. Who doesn't? Oh yeah, I've gained weight, bad news for me. Oh yeah, This has truly been a long absence from the blogosphere for me, but I've been doing a lot of thinking. The only reason I came here today to deposit my thoughts is that I've been listening to musics lately, old and new, desperately remembering what I was trying to say, what someone else said to me and have been reflecting on friendships, failed relationships, new relationships. Oh god, I miss him like a lost limb. You know, I wasted my time just listening to sad bastard musics. My life've been suckish since I'm an adolescence. This blog is like a dumping ground to me. I hate to say it will be a diary or journal until I figure out something decent to write about, and it's gonna be the brain drain..

Facts of Life.

Sunday
03/07/2011
3:29p.m

As we grow up, we learn that even the person that wasn't supposed to let us down would probably will. You'll have your heartbreak, and probably more than once, and it's harder everytime. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when someone broke yours. You'll fight with your best friend and maybe even fall in love with them. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast and you'll eventually lose someone close to you. So take many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every 60 seconds you spend angry or upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back. So stop the pain, fight back the tears, stand up and walk and Live your Life.

Yours truly,

Dina Natasha

Confessions of me..

I am, a daughter, a sister, a grand-daughter, a niece, a cousin, a friend. I am, a partner, a student, a lover, a young girl but act like a grown woman. I am confident and scared, terrified and excited. I am, loving, caring, thoughtful, hopeful. I am, sick and tired. I am, shy and friendly sometimes*, and careful and careless. I am, broken and whole. I am misunderstood, misguided and mislead and always misplace. I am, hardworking and determined but a little scared inside. I wish upon the stars and dream my dreams. I pray to god and cry my tears. I smile on the outside while I'm dying inside. I listen to others who won't listen to me. I walk on eggshells, I walk on fire. I believe in passion but not true love. I love you and push you away. I want you but not so close. I am eveything and nothing all at once. All I want is you to Love Me,
Mr J ♥